Some personal details such as hobbies and dislikes and daily home and school life.

Everyone has hobbies,likes and dislikes and so do I. However, no one even my friends and parents, knows about likes and dislkes or even my hobbies. It is not because I do not want them to know. It is because, no one has fully understood me and realise that I have feelings too. My way of life is much different from them. Mostly, they have time to only care for themselves not about my feelings. Even people who seemed to have it all, can be secretly living in a world of pain, like myself. I have eveything, the only thing i yearn for every single day is to be loved by someone. Sometimes, I lie to myself because it may temporarily make me feel better. However, in the long run this kind of denial will onlyprevent me from getting on with life. At times, I wonder if anyone can feel or hear the silent scream which torment me, haunt me till I am weak to fight back. The days I spent at school are the bast moments that I have in my life. My teachers and friends are always there to lend a shoulder for me to cry but if they come for help, I have no control over the words I say. That is why I have found me telling it through the help of blog.